I strongly believe that no matter a marry couple or couple will had fight and Today 18th of june 2012 me and my girlfriend fight over a same thing again..she said that im not serious and not sincere, always her tell me what she want and what she like (1st possibility is im really stupid and i dont give much attention on her, 2nd possibility the days or the hours we meet is not more than 3hours and seldom go out with her or maybe this is my excuses)..the way she talk really hurt me a lot and i started to lose my mind..what is love? can someone or somebody tell me what it is? i thought love is u love me then i love is enough already but seem like this is wrong and so wrong..from what i experience i feel that love is other way round..important to make her happy by doing some tricks in front of her,making thing for her...and all this its what a girl really expect from us and not caring and just simple love from you to her..i can feel that our relationship is going to worst, we lost our first moment that is our first love..from beginning till now i think i not done anything that make touch but i use my sincere and my true heart waiting for her from lowest six to upper six..and i done it, i managed to catch her attention and that why we are now for this reason..i always hear people said no matter your status is married or in relationship, we should always tolerate and forgive what your lover did to you..
my girlfriend so nice, she always blame herself and this make me feel worst..she is too good and too kind for me..what she said what she expect me to do i will always do for her and i will changed myself to adapt or to cope with her taste or what she feel is right...deep down inside my heart, is full of tears and i believe no man can withstand with somebody always compare you with others but what to do? compare to them im really nothing because i myself also feel that i dont have done a thing to touch her so what i can do is just keep it in the other side of dark chamber..
I hate myself for do any bad thing to her like making her cry and sad...im sure nobody in this world love to see her lover or someone very important to cry and sad..
Karmun i really wanna tell u that im really plan for something in 1st of august of this month(which its wednesday) because this day is our big day and meaningful day for us..but since what happened right now i gotta faster the process..
it's for you darling
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in
heart.
its 0100 already so i think i wanna stop here and have a sleep and before i end i wanna said
TRUE LOVE WILL BRING US BACK TOGETHER AS LONG AS WE STILL CARING FOR EACH... OTHERS