Gap between distance and time

September 16, 2014

The day she went to Cardiff. London for further study. The day before that i was start my internship in Ipoh, Perak. For sure i will go airport and farewell to her, but i was cheating her by saying that i'm not going to send her. Then she also believe in me since i just get my intern started on 2nd of September and i cant to apply leave just to send her away. Deep down inside, i really got thinking not going to airport because i was scare that i will cry in front of her but in the end i still decide to go to the airport!!

When i reach in KLIA, i was thinking i must be the last person that going to hug her and give her a goodbye kiss but all this will just happened in drama because i was the totally fail example. When i was there i ask the person where is the international departure hall to London but the operator just said upstairs so i try to find but the time is ticking so no more suprise nothing special and just give her a call and asking her where the location that she waiting. After that call, i had found her and she was surrounded by her family members and her friend's friends who going to UK as well. Woah! That lot of people and the gift i prepare for her was the gloves. Giving her glove let she wear it and feel that i was always holding her hand.

From this moment, the distance and time has been separate us away. Approximately 6680miles from Cardiff to Malaysia and 7 hours gap between us. In result,  i was having the long distance love and the relationship was still going and hope our love will grown till the end of my lifetime.

Duofie

Chuah & Karmun at KLIA

 LOVE KNOWS DISTANCE

CHUAH & KARMUN 

I strongly believe that no matter a marry couple or couple will had fight and Today 18th of june 2012 me and my girlfriend fight over a same thing again..she said that im not serious and not sincere, always her tell me what she want and what she like (1st possibility is im really stupid and i dont give much attention on her, 2nd possibility the days or the hours we meet is not more than 3hours and seldom go out with her or maybe this is my excuses)..the way she talk really hurt me a lot and i started to lose my mind..what is love? can someone or somebody tell me what it is? i thought love is u love me then i love is enough already but seem like this is wrong and so wrong..from what i experience i feel that love is other way round..important to make her happy by doing some tricks in front of her,making thing for her...and all this its what a girl really expect from us and not caring and just simple love from you to her..i can feel that our relationship is going to worst, we lost our first moment that is our first love..from beginning till now i think i not done anything that make touch but i use my sincere and my true heart waiting for her from lowest six to upper six..and i done it, i managed to catch her attention and that why we are now for this reason..i always hear people said no matter your status is married or in relationship, we should always tolerate and forgive what your lover did to you..
my girlfriend so nice, she always blame herself and this make me feel worst..she is too good and too kind for me..what she said what she expect me to do i will always do for her and i will changed myself to adapt or to cope with her taste or what she feel is right...deep down inside my heart, is full of tears and i believe no man can withstand with somebody always compare you with others but what to do? compare to them im really nothing because i myself also feel that i dont have done a thing to touch her so what i can do is just keep it in the other side of dark chamber..
I hate myself for do any bad thing to her like making her cry and sad...im sure nobody in this world love to see her lover or someone very important to cry and sad..
Karmun i really wanna tell u that im really plan for something in 1st of august of this month(which its wednesday) because this day is our big day and meaningful day for us..but since what happened right now i gotta faster the process..
it's for you darling
A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in
heart.
its 0100 already so i think i wanna stop here and have a sleep and before i end i wanna said
TRUE LOVE WILL BRING US BACK TOGETHER AS LONG AS WE STILL CARING FOR EACH... OTHERS

my valentine memories

This month 14^th feb 2012 is my first time having valentine day with my lovely princess. Before I plan to come here, we also fight for each others. At 1^st , I want sleep at there for 1 night then many problem arise like do not know the real place for the hotel and blah3… that time I really want to give her a surprise by telling her, I don’t want come to kl anymore but after I tell her, she seem like so sad already and I feel that she wanna cry jor so had to reveal the truth and my plan, and finally my plan is ruined T__T but it’s ok I feel not giving her surprise, she also will very happy when see me.   

Finally I bought a train ticket and depart at 6.12am from sungkai to kl sentral. About 7.50am only reach the kl sentral then I just follow my karmun instructions go 1^st floor get the lrt ticket and click the university route n it cost me about RM 1.60 if I mistaken. After get boarded, I out at university there and get a bus to UM. Here I want to complain that m’sia signboard really confusing coz I follow the signboard then it get me to the wrong waiting bus stop but luckily my common sense very geng and feel something not right then oni go back and patrol around. Haha guess wat? I found my bus ad but when get in ad many ppl is in the bus ad bt still the bus not moving.

This time I tell my LOVER that I on the bus and do you know what she said to a stranger (that it’s me)?? You wait at the main bus stop that she told me so I just keep sitting at the bus and people leave the bus 1 by 1 only me still in the bus… there are a place that many people get down 1 but I thought their fact is there so I just ignore and I miss my MAIN BUS STOP le T___T. I still do not know that I miss it ad till the bus is exiting the UM gate the this time I straight away and ask the driver I want to stop here but luckily behind do not have any cars if not sure get horn ad… finally I made a frustrated call to karmun, said that I’m now in the what puteri there the name I also forget ad le he2 ^o^ but I ask her come to pick me up at the main gate I know my tone is diff but hope you know the feel about knowing nothing and come to this alien place is very diff for a stranger person like me…

Finally, she arrived and fetched me up then I get in the car and I feel very angry like wanna eat people. Then we fight a while and do not have any talk for a moment but I think it’s ok because I do not want to waste my time on angry cox I know that thing already happened so why still wanna blame that why we get good back as usual and having breakfast at outside her uni… she told me that this place is the nearest place to eat jor and that time is around 9 something in the morning… she ask me order and eat and I feel like wanna vomit so I do not eat it for second time… she order a pan mee but she so picky she don’t not eat that kind of veggies so now I know hehe^^ plus that time she ordered a milo ice and I just simply forget she can’t have it…and I realize it’s too late ><

After that we go back to UM le and go to her fact, pass thru the chancellor place and she said she will perform there for some days so I think I gonna be there for 2^nd times^^ last time she doing her showcase also is there but she don’t involve. Near her fact, there is a hotel for foreigner but I never been there to ask so juz gotta blif her lo…so next time she perfomed I can zzz at there, the hotel inside her uni 1…she bring me to her fact and her fact just beside the CIMB bank…this time is very pity for me to wait for her, I think it’s about 2 and a half hours I waiting…I on9 at the white wall there for half an hour and I realize there got a lot of mosquito bite me>< then I walk around and I shift the car to a cloudy place and sit there on9, watching movies and time move so fast and it’s about her release time le then I ask her finish ad and the answer is yes so I wanna go there wait for her de bt she walk faster than me, because I meet her in the halfway with her another 2 friends so I get back to the car and wait for her…

After she sending them back, I go to her college le off course just waiting at down there because male is not allowed to enter…she keep something in her green wallet and made fun of me haha now flashback I still will smile^^ then we begin our little love tour and begin celebrate with my pretty, adorable princess at mid valley…but wanna find a parking lot is not easy then move up and down finally found a place jor bt I think it still not a parking lot but we do not have choice ad so jux park it there nicely…

First time shopping with my sweetheart the feel really different it’s hard to describe but the feel really awesome… the ways she hold me, stick me, teasing around me all this feel is U give it to me without U I can’t have all these feel that I mentioned before… our 1^st movie title is the Wedding diary starring from m’sia artist Ah Niu… before the movie start we go to the what kopitiam ad then that time I lost my train ticket, I clearly remember that ticket I put it on the table after I showed it to U… however we keep finding, we still can’t managed to own it back T___T suppose I’m the one should sad and worry but don’t know u why more sadder and worry than me ( I really confusing)…

This time we go swanroski, folly follie and she fall in love with the folly-follie bracer and I reallyX… stupid and don’t get what she like she want… I also only realize when I get back but everything was too late… wanna let u guys know girl always DUPLICITY and never try to fully believe on them if not u all will end up like me but luckily now we get back to usual and I do not know she truly forgive me or not so I made a promise to her that I will give her a good present during her birthday… here its ur reference if I forget to get it for u… with this I can’t deny that I speak out before lo…

The sad things I want speak out le if sad memories why gonna to recall back just learn from the lesson and try to be a better man. Then I think it’s good enough for me ad…

Although going back I also feel like tak sampai hati but really gotta go le jux hope next time can have a great time with U…

SEE YOU SOON

I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, I LIKE YOU, I NEED YOU…

U ARE MY PARTNER, MY BEST FRIEND, MY LIFE, MY ONE TRUE <3

For, you see, each day I LOVE U more, Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

                                                CHUAH LOVE U ^^
                                                25.2.2012

MY lovely princess

Guess what? yup she is the person that is wanted for chuah boon wei...if found this girl in the photo call me XD...

um let see how she tackle my heart n steal my heart..its juz happened so fast & slowly slowly my heart my mind my soul slowly taken away...

its gonna be a long story bt all started at F6 smk buyong adil at tapah Perak...